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December 3rd, 2009
08:20 am
Hi dear all, WORLD AIDS DAY falls on DEC 1st.
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November 26th, 2009
12:03 am
i am back from USA. it has been 24 freezing windy cold days. its amazing to work and not perspire out in the field, and yet still dry and cold. HA. i do miss it now, and i missed singapore when i was there.. human nature. and ive yet to adapt to the time in spore yet, sleeping in the day and up wide awake at night.. needs time. we didnt have the time to adapt to it in USA as we were forced into the time. duno how to explain. besides, i was really sick on the way there. i slept through the time change. :)
have lots to catch up on back here in spore. its been almost a month. got a license to rush, a family to gather with, friends to catch up with. and.. to Zhi Hao. i couldnt make it back for his funeral. i hope amanda takes good care of herself.. its an unexpected death for all of us.
i will write more another time..
to my mother in KL, hope she comes back safely tmr. and Loretta, have a good trip to Bangkok..
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August 8th, 2009
10:43 pm - MARSHMELLOW
missed 18km, missed CSM's baby 1month celebration. didnt need to collect the race pack for AHM09. apparently, ops warrant will collect for all competitive runners. surprisingly, though we're all in signals. the communication in here. is really bad, ppl dun update and inform. which i hate. and, it turns out, ppl issue extras without thinking ONCE. at all. and when he blady hell knows he is wrong, he makes it into something he meant to implement. which i find, so chauvanistic. if thats how its spelt.
will be a MIA in office week for me this coming one, will be in involved in SEL and the public service run and then BOS duty on the 14th August. Yep, pretty fast time flies :)
i hope faizal finds someone he really loves, and more importantly someone who loves him more. but i dont want it to be a rush rush matter...... all the best mate :)
shall name all my post titles the first thing i see when i need a title :)
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August 3rd, 2009
07:54 pm - Update CAA 030809
i realized i have been smoking for quite some time now, almost 6months. That is not long, but smokes are definitely not an urge kind of thingy. Rather, its a habit. a bad habit as most would say, a social tool as some would say. I guess, its both at the same time. non-smokers will NEVER understand smokers. as such, sometimes, smokers cannot be bothered to explain. and, we prefer listening and letting it out the other side :)
so dont bother buggering us about quitting smoking. its ALOT easier said than done.
what a super movie buff i am, wish there was an all 3-in-1 movie card at super discounted prices. And deals like watch 10 movies and win a holiday or something. i've watched about 49 movies as of date, since january. cant help it, i love watching movies. people who download and stuff would say, what a crappy waste of money. but i just love the movie experience :) the big comfy seats, large coke, salted popcorn/nachos/jumbo hotdogs. and of course, a comfortable shoulder to lean on. but, if u ask me. sometimes i wished i can save all that money for a holiday out in the nature.. i have to save man.
waiting for a free time when i can top up my bbdc account and book my driving TP. it has been ages since i last went for driving lessons. always on the other side of town, horribly lack the discipline to learn. unless, i change my private instructor to someone nearer, who lives in the northeast :) i MUST!!
i hate going back to the bunk so early all the time, its so creepy. especially now, when the gates are open wide for all to be out. its not welcoming to me at all. the silence is extremely deafening in there. i have to blast my music super loud, probably the officers bunk or delta bunk can hear. all that staying out by the rest of the girls, just makes me wonder. WHY de hell am i staying in? suck thumb lah.
spent some quality time with my best gf's last saturday. it was a simple timetable, met at ION 3pm, had lunch or had 'lunch' at the foodcourt at B4, prawn noodle soup, freaking $5 for a small little bowl which totally taste nothing like fragrant soupy prawn noodles. After which, we went to walk for a little while. Went to NEW LOOK, a Cotton On look-alike apparels store that carries the price of Topshop Brands. It was quite frustrating to not be able to afford them. Just about under an hour. We headed to Gustimo, if that's how its spelt. We settled for mozarella cheese balls, spiced fries, mango smoothie, macaroni ham and cheese. Chilled, i smoked a stick. Cause they hate when i smoke.. HA. So then, we walked to Wisma, jalan jalan... time for dinner at Din Tai Fung, ate ALOT. xiao long bao, xiao cai, spinach, fried rice with seafood.. i should go out LESS with these girls man. Check out the pictures in Facebook :)
brandon also spent time with his friends on the same day, we met later to catch a movie at LIDO. We saw Yu Shan, i saw Julye, Fang Ling and Gab. Before i could call out, they were pretty far away. Basically, saw a whole lot of people. Well, ORCHARD ma.
OKAY. i have tekong challenge this wednesday. please wish me luck, cause i have not so much confidence in running 14km on tekong grounds, having to start a fire, kayak or cycle, river cross or swim, complete SOC, etc.
I am counting on my will power. WISH ME LUCK!
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August 1st, 2009
11:10 am - Updating Life CAA 010809
it has been months and months since i updated this blog. for the simple reason that i do not have any internet access that i can use for a long time. we have an one portal in the company that 30 over ppl are using. :) usually i prefer to not touch it, somehow the guys need it more.
anyways, i turned 21yrs old. and i had a party at NSRCC which housed 60 over people. friends and family. really appreciate all that they gave, and especially so that they came. although that location was really secluded. thanks especially to benn loh for the nice cake, to CCUP for the perfect cupcakes, and to myself for working hard to find the caterer. Last but not least to Faizal and Brandon, esp brandon who helped me all the way during the party. or rather helping my mother. at the bbq pit, cause she was having a fever but wont sit still. sounds like me... apologies though to all because i couldnt spend quality time with everyone. surprisingly, zhitong, teh han, shawn, ke xiong and desmond tang.. stayed on. haha. for mahjong. it was a weird combination of friends. though all from the army.
army life has been okay. though we can just about feel the pressure and expectations placed on regulars. its just not impacted enough for ppl to notice or realize that pressure we're facing. ppl never expect anyone to have stress in the army :) HA. my company guys are fun, loving, caring guys. and to see them slowly ORD-ing, that's sad. i hope the MCC culture of going to the gym, playing sports, and conscientiously doing chin-up regime would stay on even when they leave.
oh god. i will write more later. got to eat. brandon's mother is calling!
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April 30th, 2009
02:17 pm
im back from taiwan. all that fried cutlet, fried sotong, chicken pancake... milk tea.. soup dumpling. ALOT LAH. all the food. and the CHOU TOFU. really chou eh, i tried a little from staff hoaymin... and it really stinks. i'll never eat it again. its time to exercise man. got a marathon on 25th may. i dont exercise. i cant run. and got to take ippt again.. grr.
yep, taiwan is... full of chinese signboards. obviously. i cant say much about the excercise. it was tiring, shacked... dilemmas went through my mind. i had problems accepting some things. but i came to compromises with myself soon after. life doesnt always go your way. hai. things you regret doing. goto swallow. suffer the bad feelings you have, if it goes away good. if not, just continue suffering... :)
it has been a good experience... for a 3sgt who just got posted out 2 mths ago :) i appreciate whoever wanted to send me over. see the gd and the bad of everything.. a good eye opener. and than the culture in taiwan as well. and the lifestyle there.. and the expenditure there. WHOA. not cheap la. except MAC. haha. real cheap. i bought lots of food back. haha. its my treasure :) of course, a little for everyone to enjoy. cafe, brandon, ben, most importantly. my family. i bought ice wine for mummy. it was costly. HA. darn it.
i'll post valid pictures into facebook soon lah. TOODLES. now, to enjoy my whole week off!
just happy to be back in singapore. close to family n friends.
n thanks to S1, Capt Yvonne, LTA Teh, Staff HM, for accompanying me. although they'll never see this thanks. HA.
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March 4th, 2009
10:13 am
so im back, went for a smoke.. :)
today im suppose to go to 2SIG. the NSF's are all in delta coy, gg for driving course. i WANT! but cannot lah.
they seldom let regulars go for driving.. too bad.
and. 1WO Harbhajan actually helped alot on writing in for the best female PT award :)
and i got it ytd.... HA. think hard work does pay sometimes :)
but my fitness, i have no idea what's it like now.. besides running... i still can run. but how long i dont know.
nvm, im going to run 10km with faizal on 15th march. SUBURBAN RUN at sengkang. :)
YESH!
oh ya, i POP-ed from SI and now finally, am a 3SG! HA, so greet ur SGT!
speaking of which, my driving test date is not booked yet. cause every month i can only go for 4 times. standard times should be 25 min, max 35. i think i need 40 lah. if not i cannot PASS. i must pass.
hmm, still in the horrible dilemma of choosing the love of my life... i know. many say of course, the one im longer with, but sometimes. you dont even realize it.. why u can love 2 at the same time. and really love. :(
its a horrible thing.. makes u feel like a BIATCH. my heart is split into two. and i cant make up my mind. both my mind and heart cannot link.. and i am still unable to make a decision.. yikes.
perhaps being single would rid me of all the misery, but its a very bad thing to do. but who likes to see one hurt and the other two happy? i wouldnt... however, i havent made a firm decision. cause BRAN is really really really really SWEET :) n BEN is super persistent... i MISS the both of them every single day.
and i miss yushan jianpin and leonard, though i still see leonard. they went to the legendary 3SIG. the unit everybody tries to avoid. but my platoon.. 23 of them went over. having their induction. GOD BLESS. i believe they will help each other. :)
okiess... i gota go now :)
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09:47 am
been such a long time since i blogged man. fancy blogging in the mess... HA. now just relaxing while waiting for the units to probably settle the admin stuff :)
HA, its quite scary... cause we are doing nothing, and i expected worse.. its always better to experience the bad before the good... HAAAA.
i will blog ltr :)
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February 1st, 2009
03:00 am
life being single.. is not that bad.. i duno why ppl think its a waste..
sometimes, things get too boring. but live with it..
GOD im so going to miss trainee life when i go onto unit.. things wont be the same.. :(
life goes on though.. HAA.
i never seem to know what to type. though i have so much of fucked up feelings trapped.
let it be trapped la. better sleep :)
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January 24th, 2009
08:20 pm
when all a sudden, you just feel. i havent been living my life.. i belong to me..i dont wanto be with another.
you just be single. when the other party doesnt understand. its okay.. but if he says ur having a third party.
thats not okay.
think for yourself. live on ur own. dont rely. i havent been the greatest girlfriend.. :(
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January 4th, 2009
07:37 pm
this is the feeling i had back in BMT days when i didnt wanto book in.. HMM.
why ah. signals just not appetizing at all.
but i have to go through it, JESUS.
grr. i will not complain la. super long time since i last posted an entry.
there'll be no pics here, all in facebook. YEP.
i wanto go korea! Australia! anywhere FAR FAR AWAY.
promised to go spa with bran, peggy. jio more ppl ah.
n then, to prawn fishing with joseph, peggy, hope more can go :)
so little time, so much to do.
i just learnt, up one rank, more 80 dollars. what????
that's measly.
tmr there is a 16km route march, the combat activities here are a far cry from SISPEC.
FAR FAR CRY.
i miss combating!
i love baby :)
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December 4th, 2008
04:55 pm
BORING. i know.. how do i update my blog in camp? well, given a little time to surf the net. cause its free time :)
or break time...
seriously, wireless comms, satellites, radios, antennas, blablabla..... and all those internet IT stuff. its just not for me..... really!
i hoped i was a little more knowledgeable about the army when i was 16yrs old. so i would know, what is the difference between all the vocations. infantry, guards, signals, armour, artillery. SPARE me.. why did i sign a signallor? yes, future prospects everything. army will become brainless and all the crap. its how you want to handle your life in the army. you can still be very knowledgeable in the army. Look at SGT Francis... he's from some physically intense vocation, now in infantry. but still, very intelligent. 10 times more intelligent than people here in signals. i promise...
hai. maybe its just because im not smart enough. on all these IT shit.. or just not interested in these stuff. no matter how much incentive is there.... i will NEVER LOVE IT.
GOD. on a happier note? christmas is coming. i just wanto chill, buy gifts, send cards. spend a peaceful christmas with my family and benjamin.
I MISS HIM ALOT. although i dont show it. HA.
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November 20th, 2008
08:04 am
this 1 wk break could be a good one after all. let me have some "me" time and also to catch up with my friends. WHOM i cannot meet at all when course starts. it just becomes, benjamin as the priority.
than cause of this leave, i can go for the DB BBQ, DB competition and Sgt Des's wedding :)
then, i have to wear a DRESS! which will b a nightmare. total nightmare... hmm.
and this nra guy who was from np, msged me. cause we're in the same platoon in SI! small world right.. hah.
missing dance to the core man. and he asked me to show him some moves. I CANT DANCE FOR NUTS, ESP NOW.
tmr, going to sentosa with nurulia, marina, amanda. we're going to cafe delmar to chill and gossip.
like what normal girls do. suppose to stay the night in marina's house tonight. but, not allowed. hmm...
so we will stay put in our own houses. baby will book out for the night. :)
maybe i should storm nurulia's wardrobe for a dress for the wedding... she has plenty.
those who are interested in nice clothes. can go to... www.mdscollections.com
they have a boutique in HAJI LANE.
oh yah, i wanto thank SGT FARHAN. for being a fabulous commander... being there for me. and helping me at all course. good husband :) and SGT FRANCIS, encouraging me in FB. haha.. and letting me know im not alone.
ironically, they are the two sgts i told delta OC that were the best sgt's in delta :)
true enough... living up to their name.
i better go now!!!!
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November 18th, 2008
08:22 am
sian... my parents r still not in the know that SAF dont allow me to re-vocate to infantry.
when they know, they'll be disappointed. i know.
haiz, this one week wont be an enjoyable one.
everyone i know is in camp, working....
i hope they're all having a fun time in their new unit :)
hope to meet up soon with them man, pegasus ladies,
pegasus platoon3, ninja platoon 1 section 4. delta section 5,
and delta platoon 1. they are all over the place man..
this weekend having dragonboat competition man.
though we HARDLY train. hope can win somehow or rather.
SAFSA leh.. :(
why they dont let me go leh... WHY!
Current Mood: bored
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November 17th, 2008
07:37 pm
WHHYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its so fucking unfair how things work here.
i am so so so so upset!!!!
haiz...
Current Mood: disappointed
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07:23 pm
i duno if im falling into some state of depression.
i signed on signals. but i dont like it.
than its my fault.
now they r not letting me re vocate to infantry.
my heart is there.
they say, signals need female specs.
HAI. funny how in a day, i have two extreme emotions.
AM: super happy, meet ppl i know, ppl i like to be with.
PM: super sad. stuck doing some boring idiotic paper work. FUCK la.
seriously, fuck it lah. I HATE OFFICE WORK!
i dont even feel like talking.. or smiling or even do anything.
where can i vent my anger on? i jogged. but i still feel like shit.
it has been a long time since i felt this horrible.
this is one thing i cannot keep a positive mind on.
esp when the encik who interviewed me was the exact same
one who lied to my senior in signal bout d prospects.
HOW CAN I TRUST?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: crushed
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November 9th, 2008
09:23 pm
i am passing out from SISPEC like in 1 wk. and it seems so soon.
just the blink of an eye, really.
i wonder if i can complete the 28km.. abit scared.
but i will push on.
i think too, im going on to ASLC.
revocating to Infantry. BUT. its totally not confirmed.
hmm, better go. bookin in soon :)
oh ya. ytd we celebrated jason's birthday in his hse..
ate kfc n pizza hut. n jieying came :)
HA. jieying, pictures lah!
Current Mood: cheerful
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October 5th, 2008
09:09 pm
i miss alot of things in life.
all a sudden.. i just hate the feeling of booking in.
every single wkend.
but i must tell myself. this is temporary.
i wanted this, and this is just the training phase.
SISPEC is just different from BMT. of course.
the ppl r different, environment different.
everytime a IPPT comes along, i get very nervous n scared.
and i dont know why.
than there is the feeling before every test.
i totally blank out. esp before the SAW test. i blanked.
i just cannot register so many things in each day.
there was the learning, the practicing and the test itself. ALL IN ONE DAY.
what can i say or do? SUCK THUMB, LAN LAN. JUST TOO BAD.
NSF's dont give a toot, but as a regular. i just feel very stressed out.
SIGH.
situation is different now. no emma, no michelle, no rubecca. no neutralizer(s) counterparts.
pretty pressured trying to keep things happening.
have to tahan so many types of issues.
i dont know if im going crazy.
i wish all the superficial, selfish, wayang ppl will just stop and think for other ppl.
LIFE is not all about that.
sometimes, when u set ur mind on something.
u do all kinds of things, and than u will not know why ur doing it.
ur mind just gets hay-wired.
and i wonder why make things so difficult for urself?
i miss my friends, miss chilling with ease, hanging out.
going on holidays at ease, spending quality time and lazing around with my baby.
although i spend time with him every single weekend, i miss him.
and i feel very hopeless not being able to spend with him his 21st birthday.
being tmr. both of us are in camp.
and he looked very sad booking in just now. i felt the sorrow in him.
hai, i wish i could do something more.
i just miss leading a simple life.
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September 30th, 2008
07:10 pm
BABY BENJAMIN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!
WHERE? JLN PERADUN or something. UNIT 6.
WHEN? 18TH OCT 2008 SATURDAY
TIME? 1830HRS
HOW TO GET THERE?
http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel_id_19084/travel_site_1/5/?x=374209.7600&y=153072.3200
TAKE BUS 70.
CHECK THE ROUTE OUT.
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September 18th, 2008
03:01 am
just back from the all-girls bbq...
nurulia, amanda, charmaine n of course, marina.
yina was not free lah.. had poly forum thingy.
anyways though, we managed to start a fire in half hr... YEAH!
*clap clap clap*
we're good as girls man.
hahahah... than we ate n ate.
bought food from turf city. lots of them.
so we sat, n talked through the night. up till 2plus in the morning.
thats why im just back.
it was really heart warming. being secondary sch friends.
we still sit and talk heart to heart.
now we're thinking bout our next phase in life.
getting married, kids, career.
ytd, i was playing a fool in nurulia's house.
hanging n trying on her baju(s). took silly billy pictures.
watched RESIDENT EVIL. than, slept.
woke up super late today lah.
went to BBDC.. topped up acct and book another BTT date.
011108 lah. so longggg!
k nvm, made our way to zouk.
for the flea market. but in d end, it was not there.
OPS. so jalan-ed in great world.
i printed some pictures, so expensive la.
so expensive!!! but buy those photo printer...
its a good investment lah..
:)
im tired sleepy.
tmr watching mama mia with officers.
HA. so sad.
i cant join them on friday.
cause i having lunch with sisters.
BUT, another day la. :(
SLEEP!
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